Friday, December 5, 2008

Why

Believe it or not, it has been another EXTREMELY hard week. Of course school is taxing, but that isn't what is going on at all. When one thing begins to get better, another backfires. I don't know why all of these challenges get thrown in my direction, and I am beginning to not know what to do or how to fix it. I feel like every good relationship I have with someone, something pushes them away. I'm beginning to think it is me, but I honestly don't think I am doing anything. I have never been anything but more than kind to the people I love. This is what poses the question...why does this keep happening to me?

1 comment:

Ryan Davis said...

Kelly,
You know, you have to remember that when things like this happen, you just have to step back and ask yourself "what's good for me in this situation?" Obviously, things went bad and all, but if it's due to someone causing drama all the time, you kind of have to look at it as a blessing. It may be hard at the moment, but once it blows over, you'll look at the situation and think "I'm better off now, there's a lot less stress coming from that direction, allowing me to concentrate on some of the other things in my life." As a close friend of yours, I have to say; from my end, you're doing absolutely nothing wrong. Just keep being you, let others keep being themselves. When they are the ones driving the friendships into the ground, there's no reason to keep them aboard. Smile, everything will be better soon! :)